> dir
>>> Directory of K:/SK_M06D30Y2025.txt
<DIR> ..
[DOCUMENT OF STATUS FOR JUNE 11TH, 2025]
>>> Still haven't gotten back to making rips yet, and admittedly I'm not sure when this burnout'll ever go away. June is over now and I'm a bit worried I won't go back to my channel for another month or two.
>>> I've had trouble with Nightscar again and he's making it so much harder to just... be somebody. I can't keep chipping away at myself like this because of him, it's self-sabotage and I hate every second of every minute that I have to deal with it. I wish I had a better way to handle this. I wish it didn't have to get filtered through so much just to make sense.
>>> There's so much going on that's making me feel this way, but trying to talk to anyone about it would only make it seem like I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. Like I'm dragging out an issue that doesn't need to continue anymore.
>>> I guess that's just another flaw of being SonicKade, huh?
>>> Nightscar won't leave no matter how much I want him to.
>>> All I can do is sit and suffer silently.
-SK