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[DOCUMENT OF STATUS FOR JUNE 11TH, 2025]

>>> I've been stuck in a tough rut lately, feeling like I'm losing interest in my YouTube channel and just wanting to focus on other projects for a while. I'm still slacking on the rips for Father's Day, and I'm considering pushing them back to the Funland anniversary or channel anniversary instead.
>>> I can't say I'm disappointed in myself because my 1st resolution this year was to stop worrying about deadlines and just make stuff when I feel comfortable. Just finish it when I have the time; who cares if it's a week late or completely out of the season.
>>> I... guess the part that still hurts is making hollow promises to myself. That wording has been circulating in my head for a while now. I tell myself I want to do something and just don't do it. The 2nd resolution was to be more productive overall and help myself get more work done. Ignore deadlines and just DO IT.
>>> Maybe that's the issue. Both the resolutions are conflicting with each other. I can't be more productive without a higher risk of burnout, but I also can't ignore deadlines without procrastinating or spending time on anything EXCEPT working. A common denominator, a similar reason, the same answer for both questions. I'm just sick of YouTube and want to do literally any other art project right now.

>>> ...Maybe this is another side of burnout I haven't felt until now. It's not just lack of energy or motivation, it's being fed up with being on the same grindstone so long. I had always known about it, but... is this the first time I'm actually REALIZING how it feels?

  -SK